I am trying to get better at posting more often. My therapist says that I should keep a journal or online blog. I have decided to keep the online blog as I can type faster than I write. I don't know if I will keep up, but I am trying to think positive. I want to keep the negative, depressive thoughts out of my head. Right now it feels like the depression is winning, but I am determined to show it whose boss. I feel like I am in the black hole where I can see the light at the top of the hole, but I am free falling and can't feel the bottom. I don't want to feel the bottom. Hopefully, I will be able to stop the falling and pull myself out. I have also decided to start riding my recumbent bicycle again. I am going to try for 3 times a week, but I am going to start with a small goal of just 10 minutes. The sweating and endorphines should also help to keep my depression at bay.
On a very positive note, the dining room is completely unpacked, organized, and set up. It only took me 3 months, but I did it. Yea for me! Baby steps instead of leaps and bounds. Now just to get the rest of the house cleaned and organized. I also need to get the laundry caught up.
Saturday, Ashleigh and I will be having our Mother - Daughter Day. I don't know what we are doing yet. I have no idea and can't think of anything. Hopefully she will have some ideas so we don't end up spending the whole day at home.
Well I am going to end the entry before my battery on my laptop dies. And remember.....tomorrow is a new day with new possibilities!
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